Just like making teenage faces...Tuesday, August 21, 2007Friday, July 27, 20074:17AMI would like for shitty people and people who dont have their priorities in order to stay the fuck away from me. Just stop talking to me. If everyone else in the world is that cool, then why are we even friends? Friday, March 23, 20072:41AMTalking to a friend today I realized there really is nothing I can do to make him love me or even like me a quarter of the amount he did her. He is still in love with her its hopelessly obvious and I ignore all the signs. Im in love with someone who wishes I was someone else. Tragic, no? Current mood: Current music: Mark Morrison-Return Of The Mack Saturday, March 17, 20075:25AMthat feeling you get when you know they dont like you like "that" anymore. makes me ill. ts almost 6am. im wide awake. i know why its kind of gross that i cant fall asleep this way.i need to get away. Friday, March 9, 20071:05AMMyspace is going to be the end of me. I thought that I wouldn't have to deal with crazy myspace drama. I thought that he actually loves me enough to not need to talk to anyone else. I guess not. I don't know what else I am supposed to do. I really need to go home for a few days.I feel like shit. Friday, January 19, 20074:07PMIm so happy for the first time in a long time. Wednesday, January 3, 20073:28AM - I bet this isnt about who you think it is...He's gonna hang out with someone from the internet. She's everything I'm not. I am going to wind up breaking my own heart here, no one wants it but i want to give it. I don't get it. I'll keep a stiff upperlip and pretend like the lack of hanging out and actual conversation about things that dont pertain to sketchy subjects doesnt actually bother me.Just like I do with everyother subject or person. I really want to kick my self in the ass for putting myself in this situation. Current mood: Sunday, December 31, 200611:13PM - Happy New Year...I'm sitting here, home alone. not one soul in the whole world wanted to be with me tonight. Tuesday, November 28, 20064:19AM - If they dare touch a hair on your head...Life is weird. Current mood: Saturday, September 30, 20069:23PM - I'm trying to drink away the part of the day That I cannot sleep away...Philadelphia is killing me. legit. Thursday, August 17, 200611:15AMmy heart hurts so much. Ive never been so humiliated in my whole life. I need a new job and some where to live. please anywhere will do..let me know if anyone knows of nything. Sunday, July 30, 20068:05PMI worked 37 hours this weekend. I think I may dieeeeee. Monday, July 10, 20066:29PMwent to king of prussia mall today. spent money on stupid shit. got a few awesome things. I want this pair of slip on vans that will match my new stussy shirt. Ordering my door knockers hoops with my name in them. haha(dont worry i hate me me too) and i bought these and a pair of blue camo dunks Monday, June 12, 20061:27AMtoday was my birthday. It was great and I didnt do much of anything. A bunch of people came over and we drank. i loved it. Tuesday, May 23, 20067:02PMTurns out I didnt have appendicitis, like I had orignally thought. Turns out it could be cysts on my ovaries/uterus. Depending on it all, I could never be able to have children. Kind of a kick in the ass, huh? Wednesday, May 17, 200611:45PM - This is for my brother...A freight train to the right, feeling that sting of pride Saturday, May 13, 20062:29AMwaking up and realizing... Wednesday, May 10, 2006Tuesday, May 9, 20061:07AMexcedrin pm's just dont cut it anymore. Saturday, May 6, 200610:07AMJim and i went to dinner at that Steven Star restaurant Jones last night. Then we walked to South Street got coffee. Walked down to Washington Ave bought a bunch of beer, took a cab home and sat in the backyard. We definetly played cards for a while and drank. It was really warm out and nice. Then we went to Franks party. I had a lot of fun. I think we should play cards and drink in the back yard way more often. Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |




